These past 2 years have been the hardest for me. It seems like the whole universe itself is against me. I lost my license due to a corrupt police officer, so now i cant drive.. All locations to train with "other people" are too far away..

I could take the bus, but that would take up my whole day..

Lost my job..

Parents abandoned me...

No family..

Only a few friends, who have lives of their own..

Everything is going against me.

If it werent for martial arts, meditation, chi gung, the few forms i know, I dont know where i would be today... Or if i would even still be here..

Im so pathetic, its not even funny...

To be honest, i havent really been training at all.

There is a rec center across the street, but the only thing they teach there is Karate-do...

If only there were a dojo or something within biking/walking distance..

I tried going back to school, just couldnt get interested in it anymore. It seems like all they teach you at school is BULLcrap these days..

I dont know..., just venting. Ill come out of it.. Ill be fine. Been thru worse..

Life can be a real struggle some times..

And without training in martial arts, I dont think i wouldve lasted...

HUZAAAH!!!

I WILL NEVER STOP TRAINING! OR TRYING!! EVER!!!!

But where is this life going to take me... I have always felt like I was riding the wind.

You and Enforcer should join forces and open up a gym or something.

Trolls gym. lol

I would like a lifetime virtual membership.

Here you go*

Bring a friend, get free cool points!