I mean so scared and such wussies people would try pushing you jsut by looking at your body language with their bodies as you passed them in halls or randomly give u comments for no reason when u didnt even know them? Shiz like that would happen to me and you know whats sad is I was walking alopne most of those times, I was almost always alone cause even the ppl I liked already had their own groups and I didnt want to intruder I was so nice. I was never mean to anyone and I noticed so many teenage kids are mean like they say crap or start crap for no reason not expecting retaliation and being too dumb to realize how easy it would be too get them if they messed with the wrong bull. For example I now have a bandaged arm from fighting (one of the reasons I started fighting was too remove myself from the way i was in HS) and one kid I saw tried to mock me as he walked by at a farmers market recently but I kept walking cause he didnt even make eye contact with me and did it so subtly I wasnt sure if he was doing a retard little mock or if he was holding his arm to mock me (which I later thought about and realized it was probably that). They just love trouble and causing misery to others. If they see a retarded person they probably mock them too. American Teenagers these days are complete scumbags with no respect.