read about guo and his jail experiences:
http://www.hsing-i.com/hsing-i_journal/tales1.html


I felt imilar when they locked me up. I was constantly just focusing on practice and arresting and meditation. And hoping amen would test me or fight me but I didn't get in a single non sparring actual fight because no one attacked me and I only fight when attacked first. And like his quest to fight bandits mine is to fight Mexican gang bangers in San Jose and prove fighters can stand up to them and their disrespect toward society and everyone around them.